know I understand
why so often, from my depressed life, seemingly insurmountable mountains came through.
One after the other.
Not only did they obstruct my view,
little by little,
They also took away that which is so brittle:
faith in a world that is safe and sound.
They made me feel alone in a doomed land
one, where for decades I wish I’d already found,
a caring helping hand;
something that would give me a breakthrough,
an understanding that would transform into fertile earth useless sand
something that would shed a light on what had always been true:
these challenging mountains: all my beliefs in my “I cant’s”
from my own unconscious did they grew.
Had I discovered earlier that my mind needed good nutrients,
because it is the soil from which all appears,
"I can" and "I cant’s",
mountains and flat grounds;
I would have given it positive beliefs by millions,
because as within so without,
and as I became even more aware of this brilliance,
and started nourishing my mindset with faith instead of doubts,
did I notice all around,
how all these heavy burdens evaporated into light clouds.
And standing here astound,
marveling at how easily miracles abound,
I wonder what will now show up in my Life,
now that I know the Secret....
I wonder how it will feel when I will walk that red carpet to Thrive,
because inside my mindset, only positive beliefs I have let!